i don't want to be a hipster, thanks.

what is the point of a freewrite? why do we do things like freewrites? what makes them so special? are they here to advance our writing skills and develop our minds, to determine what is right and just in our heads- to make sure we can self-edit on the spot? i guess that's cool, but sort of monotonous. isn't half the art of writing saying something on the spot without making sure if it's corrected? it's an honest, unedited truth of that single moment, not a moment where everything is changed and altered in one's head to look right.

you know, i never thought i'd say it- but i think i hate the way things are going. i mean, sure- i'm happy where i am, with my friends and all that? but that other world i delve myself into is falling apart. how is it that seven people can manage to be so hateful and hurtful towards one another, and make each other feel like such shit? man, i just realized i totally edited earlier. i was going to call writing bullshit, which it's not, but i felt like it. there, now it's down. full honesty, right?

two year olds are called the terrible twos, but i don't think epople have a proper word for what the eighteen year olds are- fucked up? stressed to shit? a bunch of lying, cursing crazies? that works well. i don't have forty-five dollars to spend on a nice trip over to the world of limo-land, and i'd appreciate it if epoeple didn't screw me over every two seconds when it came to it. i don't like bitches, i don't like bullshit, and i just summarized most of my school's population so unfortunately i think i may not like you. i mean, i want to like people? but if you're a dick, you can screw off. sorry.

i just disconnected from the internet, apparently. i don't like writing free writes on the computer but it works, i suppose. i have more things to write this way and i can feel what ifeel. its not about how fast i can write, because god knows i can type quickly- but it's more about the lack of expression. is it cool when i bold something for everyone to see? HERE IS MY BOLDING TO SHOW I AM MAD.

socio is a bitch.

see, that shouldn't have been bolded. italics show personal thought. PERSONAL THOUGHT? hello, this is my free write. i should italicize EVERYTHING.

see what i did there? i changed the typography- a very avant garde, hipster thing to do.

...good god, my life is going down the drain.