i once had a dream that everyone in my world was a little bit missing and they forgot all about me. once upon a time i woke up and realzied it was true. that eveyrone and everything would move on quite easily- i've had very little impact in my life.

my mother called me rude today, i suppose that she's entitled to her own opinion, but it was a bit of a dick move in all honesty. would she like it if i did the same? i would get kicked out of my house. this was only a minute long freewrite, but i guess it works well. i wonder where my paycheque is. is that how you spell it? the letter q is so unloved. but only by the u. i sometimes believe the q and the u are the king and queen of the alphabet- q is the queen, and u is the king, always protecting her. unless those strange words come around, those vile ones- i don't even know any of them off the top of my head- they're that vile.

i wish i was that innocent in other aspects of my life, not just alphabet crime.